Yesterday went to united square. Actually, my parents wanted me 'nd my sis to get our new shoes there der. But in the end, i came home with new shirts 'nd school shoes. ahas. xDD. actually wanted to buy a whole lot of things der luh. but my mother practically insulted everything i chose. -.=. stupid. this cannot, that cannot. reason: too ah lian, as usual. Then i was like, eh, this cannot, that cannot. might as well not buy anything right. then she say, oi. i got buy thing for you you should be happy ler hor. :l. Like, whatever kay..

Today went to J8 with my auntie. I love going out with her can. She's like, so fun. At least better than my mother.. She demanded for her christmas presents at my grandmothers house. But my mother 'nd my other auntie gave her sixty bucks instead. Then when we went out of the room, she said to me, see zann. this is how you con money out of people. LOL. i'm gonna try that in future. xDD. After that, we took off for J8. Actually my auntie wanted to watch a movie ders. But the queue damn long. So don't want to watch liao luh. We spent our time there finding something for my mother 'nd auntie. But in the end, i only found a present for my mother. diao. then my auntie asked me to find something ah gua for my other auntie. something like hand cream. i just looked for shampoo instead. lmao. :l. i bought my christmas present while she was looking for my other auntie's. F.I.R's album. yayness! :D. I couldn't really make up my mind when i was at sembawang. Jojo, Cai min yo, Luo zhi xiang, Jesse McCartney or F.I.R. But in the end, i chose F.I.R 'cause it was the cheapest luh. $9.90 only nia. I didn't know that it was so cheap. :l. After that, went to 7 eleven to get next month's issue of teenage. Rain's on the cover! -screeeeeeeeeeeeams. x.x''. I want to go to his concert nia. but so ex. my parents aren't even willing to buy me a new handphone. so i highly doubt that they'll allow me to go to rain's concert. OH RAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, PLEASE FORGIVE ME. ): .

Anyways, my other auntie went to watch The Curse of the Golden Flower already. she kind of told me the storyline lers. I am damnnnnnnn sad kay! My precious Jaychou died in the end. He end for the sake of his mother. T.T. Later i watch the movie i scared i cry nia. x.x''. bleh. Maybe i'm going to watch Night at the Museum with my cousin 'nd her friend someday this week. Oh, please let me out of jail.. :l. btw, i fell in love the Fergalicious luhs. i also don't know why. The song is just so cute! lols. :l.

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Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs, i really don't think that i can tolerate with it anymore luhs.. My mother scolded me earlier on because i got her a present with my auntie. No comment on this.. Yesterday, she said the same thing again, If only you were like your cousin.. I considering lers.. Oh, that's good. Don't send me to an orphanage kay? I want to be dead. Spite my drink or something. That'll be great.. <'3. She came out screaming at me just now. I found the reason for her scolding rather unreasonable? :l. 'nd guess what? she told me to forget about sleeping with them tonight 'cause she's locking the door. btw, she forbids me to sleep in my own room for a reason wors.. so, although she didn't lock the door, i shall obey her orders. i'll be sleeping on the couch tonight.. I promised myself that i wouldn't cry on christmas but i broke it.. Sighs.. I keep on feeling like vomiting nowadays. Am i sick or something? If so, good. Can die earlier. If i ever leave this unfair world, i want you all to totally forget about me okay..

zannheartangela,
zannheartcammie,
zannheartderrick,
zannhearteileen,
zannhearthuixin,
zannheartlimxinyi,
zannheartkris,
zannheartmatthew,
zannheartmeijin,
zannheartmeiru,
zannheartmixe,
zannheartrachael,
zannheartricky,
zannheartsherry,
zannheartsihui,
zannheartterence,
zannheartvenezia,
zannheartwendalyn,
zannheartxinyi,
zannheartyongen,
zannheartzhiyin, <'3

thank you guys for caring about me, being by my side when i need you. you've been really great to me 'nd i'll treasure you for eternity..

Listening to songs'll only make me cry harder.. Sighs.. I really don't wanna carry on with my life anymore..

Anyways, Merry Christmas to all of you guys..