Many thanks to those who care about me<3 I appreciate it a lot. Wanna give you guys a bigggggggggggggg hug<3 No improvement or whatsoever for today's mood. It's worse than yesterday. Basically because the same thing that happened yesterday happened today. Can we stop having group work already? It's really just .. sigh. I seriously want to transfer school. But the problem is that i don't know which school to transfer to. Should've worked harder for my psle 'nd gone to a girls' school instead. Really regretted it. Saw him online just now. This time, i saw his personal message. No hope le.. Really no hope le.. I was so foolish back then. Why do people only learn how to appreciate or cherish things when they're gone? Is it because we take it for granted? If i did, i'm so sorry.. I regretted everything. Everything wrong i've done. If i could have one wish, just one wish. I'd wish that i was never born into this world. My parents, my friends, everybody who knows me, they will all be happier without me. I really wanna give up on him but i just can't. Everytime i see his name, i feel as if i've gotten slashed. Slashes one after another. It hurts. It really hurts a lot. The pain, it just adds on day after day. When will it ever stop? |