I'm sorry if i insulted anyone or anything these few days.
It's just that..
Nowadays, i don't know why but i always feel so alone.
So hopeless, so useless.
I really don't want to go to school anymore.
I don't even know why i go there in the first place when i'm not gonna learn anything.
Even if i do, it won't be long 'til i forget about it.
After all, i am stupid.
Whatever grades i get will never satisfy my parents.
They already know that i'm not intelligent 'cause that's what they always say.
What more do they want from me?
Today's maths lesson made me see how much me 'nd chenhui mean to cherilyn 'nd tonglin.
Nothing. Purely nothing at all.
With or without us, it doesn't matter.
What they've done to us really hurts a lot.
I mean, this is not the first time.
Such a case had happened many times already.
They just hang out with us because they've got nobody else to hang out with.
Not because of any other reason.
Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore.
They can carrying on their lives without us 'cause we mean nothing to them.

Saw his msn nick just now.
I felt as if a knife just stabbed through my heart.
I'm a failure in love.
Boy, i wish you good luck with her.
All the best in everything..

I hate this world,
I hate bowen,
I hate 1e5,
But I hate myself the most..