Sigh.. Still no mood for anything.. I'm not even interested in playing audition anymore.. Don't know what's happening to me lately.. Negative thoughts are getting more common.. I've also got temptations to do the things i shouldn't be doing.. My life is so meaningless now.. I don't see why i should carry on living anymore.. I hate all the sufferings i have to bear with day after day.. I hate the state i'm in now.. I hate everything.. If i were to die tomorrow, will you cry for me? Will you care? Will you even notice? |