Yesterday wasn't as fun as i had in mind ><

The workout this morning was quite okay.
Wasn't that bad.
Concert was entertaining. Lol.
The performances were all quite okay.
But the part where the boys danced was the best.
Especially him la :D
So cute, so shuai, so cool and so hot! :x
Ah, i'm getting in my dreamy mood again. Lols x.x
As usual, Mr Farid came to spoil the mood again after the concert -.-
Went to the foyer when we were dismissed for the choir thingy.
Actually wanted to do something one but couldn't all thanks to chenhui.
Keep on rushing me la -.-
Went back to primary school.
Don't wish to talk about it.
I was totally ignored by everybody.
I don't even know why i went back there in the first place.
Sigh.
Since my presense is not needed, maybe i don't ever want to go back anymore..

Had some vocal training workshop just now with some korean guy.
It was 3h and 30mins of pure boredom k.
And what's more is that we were forced to go and we also had to pay $4.
What kind of logic is this?
At least pay for us or something right?
Saw him learning archery during our break.
How i wish that i could just sit there and look at him play archery instead of going back to the workshop.
Also heard something from some people and it sort of affected my mood by a lot.
Don't wish to talk about it too.
Showed my parents my progress slip just now and they told me that they're not satisfied.
I've already tried my best.
For once, i studied.
And they're still not satisfied.
What more could they want from me?
Can i never satisfy them when it comes to my results?
Forget it, they'll never appreciate what i've done.
Nobody will..
My existance is not needed in this world.
So please, forgive me if you don't see me in school one day.
'Cause i've had enough of all this..

My wounds are an example of something that can never be healed..