Konichiwa. Taking a break from my hana yori dango craze. So i'm posting since i've got nothing else to do. Mm, today sucked, i guess. And there's choir tomorrow which sucks even more although i love singing. But i'll be going to hougang point for lunch though. I miss having my lunch there a lot. ): Oh ya, gonna buy presents for my friends' birthdays too :D Anyway, didn't see him this morning and thought that he didn't come to school or something. :l At that point of time was kind of moodless. Daydreamed during silent reading since it was in the parade square. That stupid Mrs You or whatever kept on walking around luh. Then still keep on singling out students. Nothing better to do la. :/ Went back to class and the first lesson was maths. But then don't know where Mr Lim went to. Around 45mins later then come back. -.- Talked to Jolene about the new school uniform thing while waiting although we were told to read. We designed a few different school uniforms. If only our uniforms can be like those in Japan. That would be nice. :) 'Cher taught us the new chapter of data handling when he came back. Sometime during the lesson, one 'cher came in and asked for the number of muslim students. Don't know his name 'cause i just call him the ah gua 'cher. :x Anyway, he was like giving out money to the muslim students la. Walau, not fair. Then Mr Lim also kaypo. He was like, 'Eh? Why you all got money ah?' *beams As usual, it was scary. Accompanied Chenhui to the canteen to buy food during canteen. A few e3 people suddenly came to find us luh. We were like, uh. And they were like, e3 sucks huh? Blahblahblah, they told Chenhui that they saw her 1e3 sucks photo in friendster. I laughed like nobody's business. :x Ohoh, i saw him too. :D D&T was damn fun. Chatted with Mr Lim and Mr Ng about lame stuff. Experimented with styrofoam too? Lols. Me and Chenhui made a game with all the unwanted materials and we went mad while playing it. x.x The game is something like baseball la. Anyway, i went damn high went playing the game. Laughed so hard until i like collapsed onto the floor. LOL Got back our marks during chinese. Flunked my main paper really badly. But overall i still pass. 56/100. :l Daydreamed for the rest of the lesson. Then Weilun kor thought i sad over my results and he came to comfort me. o.O Haha, thanks i guess? Got back our english paper 1 during lit too. 32/50? Sucks la can. Nicholas got 33. ._. Kor also got 33 leh! Walau, since when did he become so pro de wor. Hm, nothing much to talk about already. Just got majorly insulted by my auntie regarding my results. So far, i've only told my results to her in my family luh. No one else. I guess i made a big mistake.. She said some things to me just now and it really hurt me a lot. Once again, i'm feeling so useless. I'm sure my parents will probably say the same things too. Why can't they just accept the fact that i'm stupid? Worst come to worst, since i'm a failure in my studies, i quit school can? Sigh. Whatever. Getting back history results tomorrow. I'm a 101% sure i'm gonna flunk it badly too. But what can i do? What's done has already been done and there's no turning back.. Just let it be. Let the sorrows that lie within me pile up day after day. Watch me suffer. Before you know it, it'll all come to an end and i'll be gone by then. |