* Edited :D,
Omg laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Tonglin cannot go out 'cause she has to practise singing for the auditions tomorrow. ):
Michelle don't know why cannot go.
Cherilyn going Michelle Goh's house later for don't know what.
Tricia got piano lesson and the happy toilet thing.
Why everybody like so busy liddat de?
Diao luh.
So only me and Chenhui going out later.
Arcade, arcade!
WOOOOOOOOO<3 LOL
For once, i asked my parents if i can go out instead of lying luh.
Now feel very weird can.
I think i'd feel better if i lied. ._.
Okay, whatever.
Eh, 12.30 le.
Meeting her at 1+.
Better go and prepare liao. x.x
Byebye :D
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Haaaai peoplee~
I'm back :D~
Ohoh, pictures will be posted on next post? :)
The outing with Chenhui just now was fun luh.
Although there were only two of us and we went home bankrupt.
I went there with around 20 bucks plus only and came back with only around 1 buck plus? ><
I'm once again broke.
And Michelle, you better like the chocolate i bought for you okay.
If not, ):
Haha, just kidding.
But really luh.
I'll be sad one okay.
Haha. :/
Anyway, we spent the whole afternoon in either the arcade or the neoprint shop.
We kind of got too addicted to playing the games in the arcade luh.
Don't know what it's called la.
I only know the players sit inside and shoot bugs with some shooting thingy. LOL
Then at the end of the game they say me and Chenhui very compatible? -.-
Like, wow ah.
Ohoh, and i won Chenhui in percussion master.
LOL :P
But then, i lost to her in basketball. ._.
Seriously man, i think my lost my aiming skills already.
Sigh, sadsad.
After that went to take neoprints.
Take halfway the damn machine hang -.-
Then all our nicenice pictures all gone.
GONE. :l
No comment.
After that went home.
Saw our campsite for the sec 1 camp.
The simi bottle tree park ah.
Yup, no change.
Brings back really really bad memories.
But come to think of it, i kind of miss that period of time.
Can say that it was much better than my current state ba. :/
Anyway, met dad and sis at my house carpark there when i alighted from my bus.
Went to great world city for dinner.
Went to the arcade again.
SONG AH~ LOL
Play hao liao, bought ice cream and home-ed.
Thought that for once, today was gonna be quite a fun day.
But it got ruined by my parents not long ago. :/
I think that they're in a bad mood or something.
It's always liddat one.
They angry, they vent their anger on me.
What am i to them?
Their punching bag?
I have feelings too okay.
If they want to vent their anger on me, do it physically and not verbally can?
I won't mind that much if it were done physically.
I really can't stand it when they insult me.
Always calling me an ah lian when i'm obviously not one.
Everything to them is ah lian can? :/
Hate all these daily insults thrown to me from them.
They claim that they understand me, but they do not.
They don't even know half the things about me.
So sick and tired of everything..
Why did they give birth to me in the first place?
And to top of my misery, i keep on feeling that he doesn't love me anymore..
It's as if we're drifting apart.
This feeling, it's hurting me a lot..
I just want an answer from him to convince me that this isn't happening..
But for some reason, i feel that this will never happen..
I really dread everyday of my life..
Can i put an end to it?
Sigh..
I'm better off dead.