No mood to post again.
So i'm just gonna summarise what happened/how i felt today.
I was really moody and really bored and damn Chenhui for making me bleed when i did nothing to her.
Okay, i've said this countless times but i'm just gonna say it again.
I hate the holidays.
I hate it a lot.
In fact, i hate it to the core.Not forgetting my life too..
Sigh..
I'm sitting beside my phone waiting for it to light up with your name.
I'm doing it so often that it's starting to become my daily routine.
Do you know why i sleep so late everyday?
It's not because i can't sleep.
It's because i don't want to.
Since you usually message me at night, i've made a decision.
I'm not going to sleep until you message me.
Or even call, which is highly impossible.
If you don't do it by around two, i'd just tell myself that you've fallen asleep or somehing already.
Regardless of whether you messaged me on that day a not, i'd always send one wishing you goodnight.
Well, the least you could do was to do the same, right?
Since nowadays you rarely message me to chat anymore.
Or rather, never.
At times, while i wait, i wonder.
Am i doing all this waiting for nothing?
All i have for the answer is i don't know.
I just don't know..
Sigh..