There are just so many things that i wish to say and ask you. But i'm afraid i don't have the courage to do so. I really miss talking to you, chatting with you. I just miss everything about you so so much. Especially being with you. I'm sorry if i was a bit too sensitive in the past. I'm sorry if my attitude wasn't to your liking. I'm sorry if i became someone whom you detest. Ever since that day, all i could think of was the good times we've had. And i really wish that we can have more of that. I told myself to move on countless times, but i just can't. For the feelings i have towards you have grown deep. Up til now, i can tell you that i still love you and mean every single word i say. This christmas, all i wish for is to be with you again, nothing else. And i can assure you that that's all i want. Being with you gives me a feeling so great that it can never be expressed in words. Sigh. I don't know why i'm typing all this when i know that you won't read it. Perhaps i'm just a big fool when it comes to love. |