Today's Teachers' Day totally rocks. THE CONCERT ROCKS LIKE HELL LARR. Let me tell you what happened from the start of the day til the end. We got tortured by Mr.Ridwan during PE. Twenty-one burpies, push ups and squats. My legs are like jelly now. :l. Hope that there will be no muscle cramp. Then, when we did the workout, Desheng was like damn funny luh. Lols. When we were at the door to our classroom, some people were like, woah ! Then people started to quicken their steps to see what was happening. Then, we found out that happened. They saw the class decorated. It couldn't be compared to last year. Last year's one was definately nicer. This year, we blew balloons and put it under the teacher's table. And once again, we sticked those uhh .. thin paper thingys ( I forgot what you call them . =.= ) on the fans. LOLS. Fifteen minutes later, Mrs. Chua asked us to tear them down. I mean take. Pity. :l. Those things were making so much noise. Like raining liddat. Then we gave Mrs. Chua this stick thingy and we asked her to burst the balloons. She only burst a few and we helped her with the rest. :D. Then we kind of shot her with party favors. Fun fun fun. 6B bought a cake for teachers. They broke the rules luh. NO EATING IN CLASS! :l. The teachers also don't care one. Eat eat eat. =.=. During the concert, Ms Kong scolded us and asked us to keep quiet. We ignored her. Then she buey tahan liao. She started counting. =.=. 24seconds later then she asked us to stand up for that amount of time. LAME LUHS. Liddat only. It's not like we'll die right. And she said a lot of crap when she was counting. I'm gonna make you pay back the time ! =.=. Pay back pay back luh. Kill us then kill us luh. Like we care. I hate her like hell. She always think she so pro one. Read thing also need to read with so much emotion. Worser than my mother. :l. ANYWAYS, yeah. Back to what happened during the concert. Jolian copied almost all of the dances. Peiguan, Chaowen& Kunrong soon joined him. They look so stupid luhs. I was laughing like hell when they were doing that. Kris was sleep throughout the whole concert. But then i woke him up when the modelling thingy started cos' Alvin modelling marr. He look like an Ah Beng model liddat. Lols. All of the girls very chio luh. Especially Angel. She's damn freaking chio. During the chinese dance, one of the girls' tutus dropped. Then i was like, OMG! Poor thing nias. Some more P2 only. Pity her. Oh ya. And Queenie took advantage of the Takuando ( However you may spell it ) performance or whatever. She kicked Alvin's stomach. The sound was loud nia. Like, LOL. Serves him right. :P. Saw a lot of ex pupils too. Some of the boys very shuai. x=. The girls also very chio. yandaos&chiobus ! xP. This year's teachers' day is an unforgettable one for me. I'll definately come back here when i leave this school. Mrs. Chua also said that she's gonna pour water on us during Children's day. o.o. Doubt that she can ever do that. Hehs. Ending here. Sian tomorrow no school. :l. I'll die of boredom at home. Sure one. Be sure to attend my funeral worr. Thankyous. Before i actually end, NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! JOAKIM ! T-T. Done. :l. TOOOOODLES!(:

WOO. Got back my science marks. A ! YEAH ! ( Mind me, i'm mad ) So happy luhs. After so many years, i finally got an A. :l. The highest in class is the one and only , Chaowen ! With 82 ! =.=. Pro pro. But then, too bad he didn't get a band one. So sad. Meijin has high fever today. Schooling's just not the same without her. Sigh. Hope she comes back tomorrow. I miss her. ):. Wa lau. The chinese paper they mark so low one luh. Take don't know how many days liao. Counts - About five days already. :l. Tomorrow sure get back one. If not , KILL THE TEACHER ! ):<. MUAHAHAHAHAHA ! (:<. ( Like i said, I'M MAD ! [: ) When i get back my chinese paper, i 100% cry one . Cos' my results will obviously be very bad. Besides, i'm in the remedial lesson for the twelve people in class who are not good in chinese. Hope that Mrs. Chua comes tomorrow. I do not want to split class again. :l. It's horrible. Sainan&me are the only girls. What's more, Sainan chio bu always talk to Eric. Then i'm like always alone. If Jolian wasn't there, i can talk to kris. But then that'll obviously be impossible. Yeah. Ending here. Hope that i can at least pass my chinese. T-T. ZAIJIAN[:

Yeah ! Prelims end today. (:<. Got back our English& Maths paper. The marks aren't very satisfactory though. My marks for both of them are like, only half mark different. =.=. But i got higher than Jolian in english. HEH HEH HEH. (:<. But then by one& a half mark only. zzz. Now, to beat Jieming. :l. He pro luh. 76. Haiis. I want my A ! T-T. Felt like crying when Mrs. Chua said my marks out. But then, must try to hold back my tears. :l. Eileen so poor thing. She studied so hard and got not what she had expected. She immediately broke down as soon as Mrs. Chua finished saying all those who got 60 and above for english. I pity her. From her description of her mother, she's like, so fierce. Mrs. Chua tired comforting her. And obviously, it worked. Meijin also told Mrs. Chua that she hated science since p3. I hated science since p4. Mrs. Chua then asked me who was my science teacher. Ms Chiristina ! x). Then she was like, ' You're from the D class right? '. :l. No. I'm from the G class. So embarressing. x.x. I was once in the best class. And now, THE THIRD. =.=. Ahhh~ But then if i were still in the best class, that wouldn't be very good either. They get loads of pressure there. Especially from Mr. Bala. People get 99 for their maths he also can scold. Where got liddat one. :l. Oh ya. And i still can't believe that the person who got the highest in the whole level of p6 was from 6B. NOT 6A OR 6C. Like, omg. Our class highest is the same as 6a. 98. Yuwei&qinxiang. They pro luh. Compare their marks with mine. =.=. I don't want to get back my MT&science paper. But then, no choice. Hais. Hope i don't fail my science. But then, i doubt that. SURE FAIL ONE. The paper's so damn hard. Haiis. But nevermind. I'll just have to face it. I'm just not good at science. And Chinese. Don't forget chinese ! :l. Ending here. I hope Joakim's not gonna leave Singapore Idol. ):. Come on man, PRAY HARD ! JOAKIM&PAULROCKS! x=. BYEEEEEES!(:

Uh, BOOYAH ! Maths paper today totally rocks ! IT'S ACTUALLY DO-ABLE ! x). Only got like one or two questions don't know how to do. zzz. I've lost ten marks already. No more A*. ):. But anyway, i also won't get one. If i get Band 1, i'll be elated. A also can. (:. No C please. If not, what the hell. Easy paper also can get C. :l. Later my mother's coming. There goes my freedom for the rest of the night. But nevermind. I'll stick to the television ! x). Today i went totally insane. I used a lot of force to cut myself. & guess what? There's not much blood. :l. I want it to bleed&bleed&bleed. But that never happens. Tomorrow's Science. My lousiest subject. It's the three marks that caused me to pass the other time. This time, maybe i won't be so lucky. Scaily just touch fifty. :l. But then i also won't be so lucky one. Sure fail. Bid farewell to my life. Hais. I'm just no good in science. Even Desheng is better than me. DESHENG LEH. :l. I must pass ! T-T. Must concentrate. Cannot do so fast liao. Must do v-e-r-y-s-l-o-w-l-y. Until i die of boredom. Must bear with it. If you don't count listening, IT'S THE LAST PAPER ! ):<. Yi ding yao jian chi dao di ! HEH ! (:<. Good luck to you guys. Remember, LAST PAPER ! (:<. Wish me luck too. ):. Eeks. Need to go & have my dinner lerrs. I skipped my lunch. :l. Don't ask why. TOOOOODLES!(:

I'm gonna flunk my chinese ! T-T. Three blanks which are worth FIVE MARKS. Sigh. During the last two minutes, i found out that i still have four mcq questions i never do. Then i was like, OMG ! After that, i tikam tikam choose. x.x. Left one question never do only. :l. Stupid luh. Who'd ever leave mcq questions blank? Just now, i found out that i have one question correct. The other two, i don't know yet. Prey hard that i get them correct. T-T. If i fail this paper, i will never forgive myself. My parents will also flare up larr. OBVIOUSLY. :l. Ending here. Wish me luck for tomorrow's maths paper. mooacks!(:

Today's english exam was quite easy. Yeah. But then tomorrow got chinese exam. T-T. Die die die. I need to find the dictionary. If cannot find, then i die. These things must always happen to me to make me even more miserable. Isn't my life miserable enough already? :l. Sickening sister. Keep trying to push me down my chair. Now i got no appetide to eat. SHE GOOD. SHE GOOD. :l. I so called ' slitted ' myself today. Six 14cm scars on my right arm. On the left, there's his name. Along with three words ; I m Fine. Seriously, i am. Think that i'm a psycho for all that i care cos' i DON'T care anymore. Don't even bother to try to make my life miserable cos' it already is. Don't befriend me for all i care. I DON'T NEED FRIENDS LIKE YOU. I don't need your sympathy. I don't need your support. I don't need anything except all of my sharp objects. Help me to end my misery. I don't wanna live no more. I'd be better off dead. Erase me from your memory if i really die. Burn everything that i gave you ; everything that i have. I don't want to leave anything behind so that one can remember me. This'll be my last wish if i die. Obey&respect it. Thankyou<3.

Like, wow. I didn't know that i was a matchmaker. =.=. Angela'&Matthew are now together ! :D. Don't be mistakened. It's not matthew steward or however you may spell his surname. x=. Yeah. Now, to find my next ' victims '. :l. Ah ha ! Renhao'&Venezia ! (:<. Shh. Don't tell them. Sigh. They're back again. Yeah, my devastations. Trying to concentrate on my studies though. But everytime i succeed, something happens and it causes them to come back again. Headache. Headache. Headache. :l. If you think it's easy, try putting yourself in my shoes. You love someone so much and you guys are together. Then, that person breaks with you. After that, sadness rushes REAL HARD over you and you feel that the whole world's tumbling down. You'll really feel like dying at that very moment. You'll try to attempt suicide. But then, you think of that person. After that, you'll break down and cry real hard. Okay. That pretty much explains what happens in my daily life. :l. Ending here. English exam's tomorrow. Wish me luck ..

Today's chinese oral was like, quite easy. Tomorrow got english oral. No panic attacks allowed . Luckily today never blank out luh. Or else i die. x.x. My testers are quite kind-looking actually. So, no worries. :D. But then, never judge a book by its cover. =.=. Whatever. Today so unluckily. On the way home, Noven was like, behind me. ZANN ! YOU FINISH YOUR ORAL ALREADY?! Wth. Noob question. Why would i be outside of school if i hadn't finished my oral? Playing truent? =.=. I've got a perfect club for him. NOOBS R' US ! :D. See. I so pro. =.=. I shall not brag about it. I'm no braggart. Eeyers. There's nothing to talk about. Maybe i'll end here. ZAIJIAN(:

Tomorrow got PSLE Chinese Oral. T-T. I sure black out one. Again. Again again again. Why must i be so soft voiced? ( Okay, i admit. I'm not exactly soft. =.= ) :l. Hais. Nothing much happened today. So, there's like, nothing to say. My father scolded me just now for being rude at my mum. Like, was i? I let you see the conversation. Which was on the phone. =.=.

Me ; ' Hello? '
My mama ; ' How is your exam today? '
Me ; ' Huh? What exam? Today no exam what. '
My mama ; ' But i thought that your exam starts on 16th of August? '
Me ; ' No. Starting tomorrow. '
My mama ; ' Then when your subject exam? '
Me ; ' What subject exam? '
My mama ; ' Subject exam lah ! '
Me ; ' What subject exam ! '
My mama ; ' Your paper all those lah. '
Me ; ' Cheh. Next week then start lah. '
My mama ; Nag Nag Nag.

Don't know what she said already. Can only remember that she asked me for my grandmother. Then, she go complain. Say what, i so rude. She give up on me liao. ( She always says that one. :l ) After that, my grandmother asks me why i was so rude. I told her that i was not rude. She was the one that was rude. My grandmother nags at me - A few minutes later, when i was taking my lunch, MY FATHER CAME AND SCOLDED ME. Wa lau. NONE of them believed me. I'm always in the wrong. They good. Ah, who cares. My life's always unfair. Saw stupid, sickening and irritating Noven on the way home. ( Sway luh ! :l ) Then he was like, Zann Kua. Kua zhang. LAME. After saying that, i ignored him and tried walking faster than him. And, of course, i succeeded. Yay me. =.=. He was like, talking to himself luh. Eh ! She's ignoring me ! =.=. Lame idiot. Like dude, i don't understand noob language. So don't bother talking to me. I won't understand ! (:. Sonam is outdated. Heard him saying me '& Jolian's name blah blah blah. But i don't know what's the blah blah blah. =.=. Surely about something bad one luh. Oh ya, and i saw Jolian walking home with his father today. They were like, laughing together. Whoa, that's weird man. His father seemed to have the same personalities as him. But they had a HUGE difference in height. x=. No offense. Kayhwee has kind of been talking more than he used to to me lately. Ew ! Gross ! :l. This morning, when we were at the hall, Kiwi knocked over Xinyi's bottle. Then he looked at me and said, ' Sorry ! Sorry ! Sorry ! '. Then, Xinyi told him that it was her bottle. Then he said, ' Heng ah. '. Am i that scary? =.=. Xinyi replied, ' You think i don't dare to hit you meh?! '. Then he never reply liao. Heh hehs. (:<. And i said that there was nothing much to talk about. Look at the blog entry man. If you exclude the survey i did, this blog entry is kind of like the longest. :l. Ending here. Wish me luck for tomorrow. ):. BUHBYES(:

This thursday and friday got PSLE oral. Omg. Omg. Omg. I'm gonna flunk it. :l. Our chinese teacher told us during the extra supplementary class that nobody failed our oral. I'll be very satisfied if i got thirty. But i doubt i did. Cos' i spoke broken chinese. (:. I blanked out ( or blacked out. Whatever ) for half of the picture. Like, ahhh. :l. English also. Die die die. Hais. I feel so cold now. x.x. I wanna freeze to death. (:<. That would be real nice. But real cold. :l. Ah, who cares. Noven is like so damn freaking irritating. If you're sitting near him, YOU'D KNOW. You know my sitting position there right? Yeah. I was like packing my bag. Then when Xinyi finished packing that time, she stood beside me. Then Noven was like behind her, saying ; ' Oi ! Move leh ! ' He idiot luh ! Behind there got so much space, THEN HE DON'T WANT TO WALK THERE. Wa lau. When he said that hor, me and Xinyi was already pissed off enough. Then, both of us shouted ; ' Wa lau ! There got so much space you don't want to walk there ! Want to walk here ! ' What the hell. After saying that, he took our advice. But when he was walking pass me that time, HE PURPOSELY BANG INTO ME. And he also said ; ' Oi ! Stand up for what?! ' I seriously feel like punching him. SERIOUSLY. Then when i was at the gate, he called me Zenique. AGAIN. I told him that i'm gonna smack him if he says that again. Then he said ; ' Come larr ! Also not pain one ! ' I know that he never experienced my smacking before and he is very eager to get one. I WILL be oh, so generous to give him one. When he exceeds my tolerance level. IT WILL BE THE HARDEST ONE I'VE EVER GIVEN. I'm fuming. :l. My parents think that i have a boyfriend. Then they yi tian dao wan talk to me about relationships. What the hell. They don't believe that i don't have one. Then my mother spread spread spread. Now, even my auntie and my grandmother knows. Then they keep on saying the SAME thing over and over again. ' Zann ah, you are too young to have these types of things ' blah blah blah. Wa lau. Listen to what they say daily is like, so what luh. Everytime when i tell them that i don't have one, tell say ' Just telling you only. ' :l. Everytime sit there just to hear them say the same things over and over again. SIAN. Killme, mydear. SAYONARA(:

Tomorrow got chinese oral. panics * x.x. I veh scared. ):. What if i die from a heart attack? Ahh . x.x. Nevermind. I must. MUST. Enjoy today. :D. Nothing much happened today. Except that Kiangyeow called Xinyi Zann. =.=. Sonam quarrelled with our chinese teacher. He's like, so rude. He speaks too much hokkien. I don't understand. :l. He asked teacher to die for him to see. Dots. If Sonam himself dies, majority of the class will CHEEEEER ! CELEBRATEEE ! x). Yes, i'm cruel. Thanks(: Oh ya, and. And. Mr.Goh showed us two more clips. One of them was the old woman behind the steering wheel. Funny. It's like, there's a car with two people inside - an old lady and some guy. Okay. The guy was driving. REALLY driving. Beside him was the one and only .. THE OLD LADY ! =.=. Um. Then the old lady took out a driving wheel and she started pretending to drive. At that moment, another car was right beside the car ( Get it? :l ). The other car's driver was like, staring at the old lady. THEN, the old lady turned her ' steering wheel ' towards the direction of the another car. The driver saw it and he turned to the other side. And the car was off the road. LOL. Get it? =.=. Tell you about the other clip. This one damn funny. There was like, a teacher and his Junior. His Junior wanted to challenge his teacher. ' You're no match for me. ' said the teacher. Then don't know what the Junior said. Then he started swinging his sword around. Like, oh my gosh. He split a fly into half. eee. x.x. His teacher started swinging around his sword too. ' You didn't kill the fly ' said his Junior. Guess what his teacher replied? ' Yes, but he'll never be able to give birth again '. LOL. Get it? THAT PART of the fly is GONE. LOLOL. x=. Mr.Goh also showed us the Ninja video clip again. Don't know why but the class started to laugh when the Ninjas fell down. =.=. Intruders ! Intruders ! Then, one of them takes the star thingy ninjas use and he swung his hand backwards. Guess what? That star thingy was like, stuck on his partner's head. Sorry ! Sorry ! Sorry ! LOL. A GOOD PARTNER IS ESSENTIAL. :D. Eeks. I'm hungry. AGAIN. :l. Neverminds. Who cares. Ending here. Bleh. ZAIJIAN(:

Yays. Finally finished updating my blog. I spent all the time i used on the computer to update the blog. Like, oh my gosh. Finally. Finally finish. x). Tomorrow need to go back to school. already. Boo. :l. Tomorrow also got chinese spelling. Majority of the class surely never learn one. Then teacher will change to monday. Heh heh heh. Lol. We always like that one. But we really never learn. So, what the hack? x). Rahimah's out. Devastating. Poeple nowadays don't know how to vote. First, gayle. Now, Rahimah. Gosh, who's next? PAUL?! FAINTS * Rahimah mei you le. Now i can only depend on Joakim and Paul. Joakim's so cute<3. LOLOL. LaLas. OH YA ! JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING ! Desheng's going on his honeymoon tomorrow. To usa ! With .. Jolin slash Miss Japan. Chibana Kruwawa? LOL. On friday, Gujjula interviewed Desheng ( aka Gary Cao Ge ! =.= ). Veh funny. I can vaguely remember what were the questions and answers. One of them was ; Why are you so famous? Then ' Gary ''s answer was ; Oh. Because. Because. I very handsome. My face very handsome. LOLOL. Xinyi, Gujjula and I laughed like hell. Then when we were walking down the stairs, Gujjula asked one question. But I don't know what he asked him. Then he replied ; Oh. I. I. Going honeymoon on friday. I no come school. LOL. Dots. Tell you more the next time i blog ya. Toodles(:

My father is like, so .. ARGH ! I was sitting on the sofa, watching television and mostly NOT DISTURBING ANYONE when he just started to smack me several times for no reason. I couldn't bear with it no more. So, i shouted ' WEI ! STOP IT LARR ! '. After that, he stopped and went away. I know that he was only playing with me ( or whatever ) but i seriously can't take it. He should know me well enough right? I seriously detest people who does this to me. It's so sickeningly irritating. And this was not the first time he did these things to me. It's been countless times. Now, guess what? HE'S ANGRY WITH ME. I feel like screaming. Later, he'll definately tell my mother about this. Then, she'll lecture me. Everyday, just EVERYDAY, this happens. When they're angry, they vent their anger on me by scolding me for no reason. When they're happy, the same thing happens. Like, hello? I'm not some kind of doll which you can vent your anger on. I have feelings you know?! First, that thing happens. Now, this? What's next? School?! If so, take the sharpest things that's closest to you right now and stab me. Stab me violently for all i care. Life's a burden for me and i just don't wanna live no more. Save me from the misery ..