Sorry about the previous post.
Just want to let you guys know that even if i wanna commit suicide, i won't jump down the building de.
Unless i'm desperate luh. :)
Woke up at 10 this morning.
After that was just like lying on the bed staring into space.
Don't know why cannot sleep.
After a while got out of bed.
Got ready for choir.
Waited for the bus for don't know how long.
Had lunch with Chenhui at hougang point.
A really really pathetic lunch.
That is, for me la.
Went for choir, got scolded don't know how many times for sitting down when we're supposed to stand and talking too much.
Overall, today's choir was boring.
Shan't post much.
No mood.
Here's some pictures i took today and a few other random ones.
There won't be any captions though.
Sorry about that.






































Don't know why but my mind keeps going wild these few days..
I really feel as if we're drifting apart..
Further and further apart..
This feeling, it's really hurting me a lot..
I just want to know if your feelings for me are still there or not..
All i'm asking from you right now is an answer..
So please, can you give me one as soon as you read this?
Thanks a lot<3

I'm afraid i can't take it anymore.
I'm at the verge of breaking down.

Sigh.
I hate my life.
So i'm just gonna go jump off a building or something now.
Bye.

One last dance.

* Edited :D,

Here at my parents house to get some stuff.
So i'm gonna post the pictures first before i go too.
Enjoy? :)


Uh. I was bored. Ya. :)


Trishaw? Chenhui's hand damn extra.


Snowstorm!


K.O! LOL


Layling, nice pose ah :D


Yanbeng chiobu! Too bad cannot really see clearly. ):


Gina :D


Tonglin! :D


Cherilyn cutie pie! LOL<3


Chenhui and Fion :D


Rachel ):


Dawn chiobu :D


Yijin :D


Jolene :D


Needs to exercise more. LOL. Obviously mine. Must go jog liao. D:


Also mine. Pathetic ><


Chenhui's one. She want to haolian only :D


Reeeflections! :)


D:


o.o


Aw, we died ):


A lot, a lot<333 :D























No more le.
Need to go liao.
Byebye :D

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Today nothing much happened luh.
Kinda boring. :/
Woke up around 1.
There was nothing to do what.
So i slept more luh. :x
Eh, i'm not a pig okay. -.-
So woke up, used com for a while.
After that went to the pasa malam nearby with my grandmother and sister.
I think it's called night market in english?
Lols, whatever luh. x.x
Bought food and went to my parents house to get some stuff.
Obviously used the com also. :x
After that, went back to my grandparents house.
Slept again. LOL
Woke up around 7.
Used the com again. LOL x.x
I have nothing to do la can. :)
Feeling super duper bored right now.
And when i'm bored, i tend to eat a lot.
But then there's nothing to eat luh.
I want call mac for the home delivery thing man. ):
If i do, i still need to wait.
And you know how impatient i can get at times. :l
If you don't know, it's very. :)
Mm, nothing to post about le.
My stomach is cramping like mad.
It's like veryvery pain can. :l
Sigh.
I'll end here and start suffering ba.
Sayonaraaa.

I'm missing the past real badly.
Those sweet memorable times will never be forgotten.

I don't understand why my parents are always not satisfied with my results.
Is doing my best not enough to satisfy them?
I improved in my results this time round but they didn't notice it.
Even if they do, they won't care.
Well, at least my grandmother and auntie sees it and praises me for it.
Unlike my parents.
They'll only see how much i've deproved.
It's as if those improvements i've made were invisible to them.
Just really really pissed off over this matter.
I'm sure i'm gonna get nagged at when they come back.
Oh well, that's life. -.-?
I think i'd better get my room back before it's too late.
Hope that i can survive through the holidays ba.
Moving on to today~
Last day of school.
Sigh. ):
Got that simi regconition day thingy in the morning.
Finally got back my autograph book. T.T
Saw what he wrote.
Somehow its very the cute. :x
Some unknown person wrote inside too.
Uh, ya.
Kinda weird i guess.
And this morning the teachers all seem to be in a bad mood.
Keep on shouting around and stuff. z.z
Some of our classmates got some awards and stuff.
Only me and Chenhui clapped and cheered for them.
Everybody else don't know dead or what man.
Clap also never clap. -.-
And people kept staring at us again when we were cheering.
Make me feel so paiseh can. :/
After this we went back to our class for our use your hands campaign or whatever.
Eh, didn't really clean my table or anything la.
Sit there actact only. x.x
Anyway teacher also never check how clean was our tables right. :x
And that teacher very irritating luh.
Trying to blend in by acting friendly with us ah?
Not so easy. :P
Waited for us to be dismissed for recess afetr that cleaning and stuff.
I was like, resting 'cause i was super tired.
Then suddenly heard Gina shouting cockroach. ._.
I zao. LOL
I think in the end the cockroach was killed by that teacher with the door.
I saw the cockroach behind the door there when i went out of the classroom.
It seemed to be still moving leh?
Damn disgusting luh. x.x
Stayed in class with Chenhui during recess since we were not eating.
Was like really bored. :l
After that forgot what happened liao.
I can only remember one thing very clearly.
I was still bored. ._.
Waited until around 1+ for the result slips.
Stupid luh, always do this type of last minute things de.
They can plan what to do ahead or something a not? :/
I got 26/41 for class position.
147/200 for level position.
Heh, my bus number. ><
The remarks given was,
Pleasant and well-behaved, Zann is definitely capable of doing better in her studies with continued effort and determination.
Eh, every year like the same one leh. -.-
As for my marks, only got one A and unexpectedly, it's D&T.
Tyco! LOL
Failed my history by two marks for the overall.
Eh, want to know my other scores then come and ask me.
I lazy to post them here. x.x
Chionged out of the classroom right after we were dismissed.
Chenhui sibei kan chiong can. -.-
It was all thanks to her that i forgot to take my autograph book from Dawn. :l
Took the bus to J8.
Went to the arcade.
Played the game we played at north point again.
I think it's called let's go jungle or something.
Uh, whatever. ><
Stupid la, Chenhui gave me the shooting thingy with was like one button gone de.
Nevermind if you don't know what i mean.
Played percussion master again too.
Won her again. :P
Left the arcade feeling damn broke. x.x
Went to fairprice to buy stuff and then to mac 'cause Chenhui wanted to buy ice-cream.
What the hell luh, saw Kayhwee there. -.-
He didn't change one bit.
Still looking as sick as ever :D
Called him to see if he still recognised me.
Okay, that was a really stupid move i made.
And he mistakened me for someone else.
Now i know how forgotten i am. :l
Sat at mac to there to um, eat.
Kayhwee's friends kept on smiling at me as if i know them liddat. -.=
They kept on, Which girl? Which girl?
There, there! That one over there!
See what i mean by wrong move?
Almost did something when one of his friends was smiling at me but i didn't. :x
Ate finish le then walkwalk here, walkwalk there.
Nothing to do liao then went home.
Saw kayhwee again. -.-
Good thing that he was walking in front of me and he didn't see me luh. :)
Took the bus home and the end. :D
Oh ya, and i also took a few pictures today too.
Gonna post some other time since i don't have that cable thingy with me.
Sian luh, i don't really like holidays can.
The only good thing is that i can sleep more.
Nothing else le.
I'll sooooooooooooooooo gonna miss him and my friends like mad la.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ):
Hope that i can go out with them during the holidays or something.
Eh, 2.45am le.
Better go and sleep liao.
If not later kana nagged at by grandmother. x.x
Goodbye and goodnighttttt<3 :)

Bittersweet love.

Oh gosh, i just whacked my hip bone. LOL
Damn pain la k.
Don't know why i did that also. x.x
Parents going to hongkong today but don't know what time.
Asked them to buy back lots of stuff for me. :x
Especially Avril Lavigne's album.
Actually wanted to ask her to buy Justin Timberlake's one but she confirm will freak out when she sees the title of the album one. LOL
So, bobian.
I told her the name of Avril Lavigne's album only and she said that i'm saying foul language. -.=
Can see that parents nowadays are still stuck in their own world man.
Anywaaaaaay, watched Live the Dream for once yesterday.
BY DEFINATION AND FENDI WON!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LOL
By Definations rocks like hell man! xD
Uh, ya.
Moving on to today. :)
Assembly was reallyreally boring.
Went to the Lt after that.
Me and Chenhui lead the way. :/
Then they were like, 'Wah, Zann and Chenhui leading the way leh.' -.-
Went in and listened to some talk about um, eating disorders and something else.
Forgot what was it called. x.x
I think it's the way you see yourself or something la.
Ah, whatever.
The talk was boring.
Felt really really tired. :l
After that went to the AVA room to watch I Am Sam.
Almost dozed off this time.
Couldn't eat, use handphone or anything 'cause the damn teacher was sitting behind me. :l
Accompanied Chenhui to buy food during recess.
I was like standing behind him but he didn't notice.
Like, wow ah. z.z
Okay, that happened either on yesterday or today la.
But i just can't remember.
Paiseh! LOL x.x
Sat at the bench there, ate sweets and smsed until recess was over with Chenhui. :x
Kept singing the song Love story too.
And i got whacked by Chenhui.
Walau eh, show some mercy can?
Whack me also need to whack until so hard.
It left a handprint mark on my arm you know! :l
Anyway, one table away from us was some nerd gathering aka Wenhee and gang.
They kept on poking each other or something.
What the hell, from what i know, guys don't poke each other man.
That is just sooooooooo wrong la can. ><
Went back to class after recess.
Was like so boring la.
Slackslack here, slackslack there.
Sent songs from Cherilyn's handphone to mine.
Thanks cutie :P
Called Roxanne like don't know how many times after school.
She didn't pick up my calls luh. :/
So went to hougang point with Tonglin and Chenhui for lunch, as usual.
Bought sushi, mcflurry and curry puff.
I was starving luh. x.x
Eat halfway, Roxanne called me and told me to go back to school now to go and find some teacher.
So i went back luh.
Found the teacher and saw him and my chinese teacher teaching her calligraphy.
Learnt too.
Don't laugh please. :l
Write the words until like want to die liddat. z.z
Left at around 1.45 and went to the library to find Tonglin and Chenhui.
While walking up the stairs, i heard somebody calling me Xiao mei mei.
Then i was like, -.=?
Found out that the person who called me was Tingxian's sister?
She knows me because she viewed me in friendster or something before? o.o
She doesn't look like Tingxian at all luh.
Lols ><
While walking to the library this group of upper sec boys went to block my way on purpose.
Every step i make, they also follow.
Walau, they what nia.
Dogs? -.=
Good thing after a while they stopped.
If not, i'll start shouting around.
But they're really damn irritating laaaaa. :/
Had Choir from 2 to 4.30.
Almost dozed off again.
Ate my food during the break time. :x
Tempted Chenhui.
AHAHAHAHA. -.-
Jessica spit water at Chenhui when we were at the water cooler.
Chenhui took her bottle and splashed Jessica with the water inside too. LOL
Luckily i was not as wet as they were luh. ><
Oh ya, and me, Chenhui and Tonglin saw this picture in the AVA room that keeps on moving on its own.
Kind of freaked us out. x.x
That's all about today.
Getting back our reports books tomorrow.
I'm really really very scared that i'll drop to NA la.
I mean, i don't really care but my parents confirm will use this to nag at me until i die one luh.
That is, if i do drop to NA. :l
Hopefully not luh.
I don't want to have an unpleasant (or whatever) childhood man.
Although i already have one.
Ohoh, Aikhin senior asked me to go to the halloween party at kovan this saturday.
Don't think i can go luh.
So sorry. ):
One more random thing.
WHY DO PEOPLE SAY THAT KYLE PATRICK IS HOT HUH?!
Like, ew can!
Jay Chou then hot luh! LOL
No offense to all Kyle Patrick fans. :x
Til here ba, don't wanna crap so much.
Just really really hope i won't drop to NA.
Sigh.
Goodbye and goodnight<3 :D

Trying my best to live to laugh and love.

Today was reallyreally boring can.
Lihui forgot to bring my autograph book today. ):
Nevermind, i shall forgive. :/
The chinese opera thing was like soso boring la.
Me and Chenhui sat in front luh.
But is not we want one okay.
Is no choice then sit there de luh. :l
We sit there like so risky liddat la.
Then everytime they want to pick people up i always stare at the floor. x.x
Asked Jolene to take pictures for me since my phone want no space le.
I only took one video.
Pathetic hor ><'
After that, went back to school.
Thought can go liao but then me and Chenhui got caught by that stupid Mdm Mah or whatever.
Walau, still need to wait until 12 then can go off luh.
And i saw Lyon and his friends walk off to don't know where already okay.
Totally unfair can! :l
Kept on complaining while waiting in school. :x
That Yijin climbed over the fence and went home -.-.
Eh, never drag me and Chenhui along?
He good. ):
Anyway, we went out at around 11.55.
Missed the bus. :l
Chenhui went to my house to use the com.
Played that Snowstorm or whatever game in habbo.
Walau, damn funny can!
We play until mad liao luh x.x.
Anyway, here are the pictures Jolene sent me so far.
Actually got 151 pics de but then she only sent me a few.
Pity.
And i uploaded the video in imeem instead of youtube 'cause the duration of the video is too long.
Hope you guys don't mind.
Enjoy? :)



Uh, ya.


Kor? o.O


Chungyang, Kinkey and Weilun kor :D


Our so called translator.


Learning i forgot what. LOL


LOL#$#@%@#$%


Kor look so stupid la! LOL


o.o


Walau, i see Weilun kor and i thought of a beaver learning martial arts. LOL! :x




No more le~
Still got some more pictures but i haven't upload into my com yet.
Maybe when i'm free then i'll upload and post it here ba.
Anyway i'm not allowed to use the com. :x
Sooooo, sayonara! :D

If i have to die in order to make you love me, i'll do it with no regrets.

* Edited :D,

Peopleeeeee, tag me more la! ):
ANYWAY.
Today sucked la can.
Keep on getting headaches. z.z
And it's like we spent the whole day in the hall la.
It was so boring can.
Ohoh, Michelle let me try the cookies she made this morning and i gave her the chocolates. :)
Not bad for a first timer wor?
Went to the hall after assembly.
When Nicholas presented the Happy toilet thing that time i don't know why i suddenly go scream.
What the hell la, everybody sitting around me stared at me.
Was like, oops. ._.
Luckily after that didn't scream le.
If not i'll be reallyreally paiseh and extra. ><
When all the classes were finished with their presentations, we were told to do a stupid reflection. :/
Then got one question was like, write a 100 word journal or draw a picture about how you felt during the presentation or something.
I drew this:































LOL.
Nice right? :x
After that still got the simi diploma entrepeuneur (Sorry if got spelling error) talk.
That guy who was talking to us was like humouring himself la -.-.
The older version of Roysius?
Oh gosh, that's just wrong man. :x
Blahblah, nothing much to say.
FAST FORWARD :DDDDDDD
$@#%#$^%^&^&#^%^@#
After school went to find chinese teacher 'cause she wanted me and Roxanne to meet another teacher.
End up the teacher applied for an mc for today and tomorrow. -.=
Of all days, must he fall sick today?
Home-ed after that.
Chungyang said bye to me at the basketball court there.
That was so scary man. ~.~
Mm, time for te pictures i owe you guys.
After that i go audi le.
Later going out for dinner for dinner again. :/
I think it's at bishan?
Ah, whatever.
Enjoy?





Some shots of the scenes of that shooting game we played. :)


Our compatibility score the first time we played. After that, it increased by a lot :x. Lol, this part is so stupid.


Gogo Chenhui, gogo! :D


Aww, money go byebye ):


Uh, was just testing the shoot mode.


Promoting the drink. LOL. Too bad can't really see because of the reflections.


<333 :D


Me, myself and i? :D


The neoprint machine like computer liddat seh.





The neoprints we took. As usual, sorry for ruining them ):




















That's all for the pictures.
Toodles :D

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YOYOYO.
ZANN'S IN THE HOUUUUUUUUUSE! LOL
I'm kinda bored.
And also don't really feel like sleeping although i keep yawning. x.x
So i'll just post a bit.
Went to bishan for my dinner just now.
Had don't know what you call it. x.x
After that went to j8 to shop a bit.
Bought a new top :D
Parents quarreled and my mum vent her anger on me again.
Obviously through insults and stuff.
Oh well, that's life. :l
There's this heritage arts alive thing tomorrow.
My class has got the Chinese opera thing. -.=
Different from his class luh.
Sian. ):
I'm gonna miss his shuai face like siao.
Oh, and that reminds me.
Michelle, take care wor!
I'll be missing you like crazy k. T.T
Yi lu shun feng :D
Uh, ya. :)
Hope tomorrow won't turn out as boring as it seems to be.
Anyway, if you've noticed, i've changed the song in my blog.
Heard this song from Hana Yori Dango. :x
So what do you guys think?
Uh, give me your comments on the song or something hor.
Thanks and appreciate it lots.
Mm, i'd better go off le ba.
Mum wants to use the laptop le.
So, byebye.
Goodnight and sweet dreams, darlings<3 :D

I felt as if it was love at first sight and it's a feeling i'll neevr forget.