Happy birthday to me, i guess.
One year older is another year off my life.
Now, my life's one year shorter, isn't that just great?
The perfect birthday i wished for went totally wrong.
Everything was just fine until a few hours ago.
Went out with my godmother, her family 'nd mine.
Didn't get to, choose the place where i wanted to eat.
We went to Cafe Cartel.
They didn't ask me what i wanted to eat/drink.
I doubt that they even know that i was there.
Barely ate anything.
Asked whether i could take neoprints.
No.
Went out 'nd they didn't know where to go next.
Suggested taking neoprints because i wanted to remember today.
No, waste of money.
This totally killed my mood for today.
I won't mind if she said no.
But can she not say that it's a waste of money?
It's like she's saying that whatever is spent on my birthday is just a waste of money.
They went to mac to drink coffee after leaving cafe cartel.
They bought icecream.
No appetide.
Played with my phone to kill time.
Seeing my mood, my father forced my mother to bring me to take neos.
They asked me to go but i don't feel like taking neos anymore.
What's the point, it's just a waste of money.
Mother, godmother, cousin 'nd sister waited for me outside mac.
Had no choice but to go.
In the end, the shop was closed.
They went shopping but i had no mood to shop.
Just stood outside waiting for them.
Cried.
After that, went home.
Got scolded just now.
I swear that i could've taken the penknife if it was with me.
So much for turning thirteen.
Now, i know what my greatest wish is.
To die earlier. If possible, now.
My existence is not needed in this world.
My family hates me 'cause i'm a burden to them.
I don't really have true friends.
Nobody loves me.
I can just forget about looking forward to my sweet sixteen.
I don't want to give myself false hopes like what just happened.
I guess, never know what's the true meaning of happiness 'nd heart aches are all i'll ever be experiencing..

Don't know what happened to the pictures i posted man.
Pissed me off majorly luh.
Post so many pictures liao then cannot see. ._.
Nevermind, will try again.
Today was funfunfun :D
Trip to snow city was wonderful.
Well, almost.
Just hated the guy that was in charge of us or whatever for talking so much.
& some more he talk about about science nia. -.=
But quite interesting la. QUITE.
He look damn like Xu Bin also luh. ><'
After that, went into the snow chamber.
Man, was it cold.
Went down the slope like seven times 'nd down the slide like four times.
The slope caused sooo much ice to be on my face la. ><'
The slide caused my butt 'nd back to ache.
The slope was fun la.
But i like always fly up a bit then land on my butt one.
At least better than chenhui.
She always fall out of her float one. ._.
Once, we went down the slope with almost all the e5 girls + some guys.
We all screamed like hell man.
1e5's always united as one :D like real.
For the slide, everytime i slid down,
my leg will hit the snow 'nd my back will hit the wall/plastic/whatever.
Damn pain la.
Screamed like hell everytime i slid down the slide.
Sigh, my poor butt ]:
Jolene also threw snow into my face ]]]]]:
Nothing much happened after that.
When we reached school, me 'nd chenhui asked michelle whether she wanted to go to J8.
But she said noooooooooooo, she wanted to save money.
Like what chenhui said, sacrifice friends for money? :/
Went there with chenhui only luh.
Panicked like hell until we reached j8. ><'
Took neos thrice, didn't have our lunch.
We damn sway la.
For the last machine, the machine bo paper liao.
Then the lady must change.
Took damn long la.
Should be like 10-15mins ba. z.z
After that went home, blah blah blah, THE END. :D
Now, PICTURES! :D


People eating 'nd buying food. Kinkey extra la! LOL.

Chenhui zilianing with my phone. z.z

Chenhui 'nd me drinking soda :DD

Michelle 'nd yanbeng.

Michelle, Jiaqi, Dawn.

Michelle took my drink ]:

Eheh, no photo taking with your mouth full!

michelle 'nd Suzanne.

Ms chow 'nd Michelle. ~.~

Some girl from e4 'nd michelle. Dots.

Me 'nd chenhui. I look damn ugly without my specs la. ]:

Chenhui 'nd michelle going mad.

Michelle 'nd me.

Jolene 'nd chenhui.

Jiaqi, Dawn, Yanbeng 'nd Michelle.

Snow city :DD

Sorry for not posting.
I was too carried away with audition. ><'
Now, on with what happened in the last few days.

Tuesday /}
Yesterday's 2.4 was hell tiring.
I chiong like hell in the end.
Felt sooooooooooooooo dizzy after that.
Sonam freaking insulted me when we were dismissed.
He started another problem.
Good job, fat ass.
After that, me, sylvia, layling 'nd chenhui went to hougang mall.
Had a decent breakfast there.
Went to delifrance :D
The eggs were sooooooo scary looking.
Poured maple syrup over all the leftovers.
Well, almost. ><'
Went back after that.
A lot of things happened.
But i lazy to type out. z.z
Thought we were gonna be late 'nd we also thought of climbing over the fence.
But in the end, we didn't 'cause we weren't late 'nd even if we were,
i so don't want to hit my ass.
When we reached school, me 'nd chenhui thought of going to the library.
But don't know who announced for us to go to the HALL. -.=
So we went to the hall 'nd stood in front of the fan,
waiting for our class to settle down first.
Michelle came along.
Chenhui played with her balloons.
We went to sit.
Then nagnagnag, blah blah blah.
Mr Derrick Lim called us his little angels, which was hell creepy.
But in the end, the so called angels were so noisy that the person who was supposed to speak to us left.
What amazing angels.
We were dismissed for the carnival thingy.
Me 'nd chenhui went to the forth floor that umbrella thingy there to read teenage.
After that we went to buy drinks.
Couldn't find a decent place to settle down.
Everywhere we went to was filled with people asking us for donations.
Chungyang 'nd Shaun was the worst man.
Keep on pestering us. ._.
Hey, this could be their future job [:
With the school filled with soooo many people asking for donations,
the school's not safe anymore! ]:
But i did donate kay.
I donated $1, chenhui donated 15cents.
I am soooo generous man. :D

Wednesday /}
Bowling! :DD
Went to marina square to bowl.
I only bowled once but at least i hit some pins. ><'
Opposite us was the arcade.
Walau, so tempting can. :l
Reached school, michelle told us the groups for the maths trail 'nd we left.
Nothing much happened today la.
Moving on.

Thursday /}
In the morning during reading period was hot like hell.
Some 'cher tortured us by talking crap but didn't concern us.
It was about the SEC TWOS GOING TO SENTOSA.
Wth can.
They get to go to sentosa while we get to go on some maths trail thingy. :l
My group was Nicholas, Shaun, Benjamin, Rachel 'nd Gina.
All of them practically ignored me.
Therefore i conclude that i am friendless.
Only nicholas talked to me.
But he was talking crap. -.-
He talked to me about alvin 'nd why he wasn't the group leader.
God dammit. z.
The maths trail thing was damn tiring.
I mean hot. We were under the sun for about 3/4 of the trail.
I didn't really do anything 'nd i don't care.
After that, went for recess.
Ate something for once 'cause i was hell thirsty.
After recess we had to do some design thingy.
Design something on a cardboard that can allow the ping pong ball to roll for a long time using satay sticks, straws, tape 'nd paper.
Michelle pangseh-ed us for the band members.
Cherilyn 'nd Tonglin pangseh-ed us for the guaikias.
Groupless once again.
So we had to group with all those no group people luh.
Jolene, Hema, Layling.
Our design was great at first but in the end, it was just ruined.
They tested our project or whatever you call it first.
They didn't know where to start.
So in the end, 0sec.
We panicked, put in so much effort to solve the problems we had 'nd tried to made it as creative as we can.
'nd all that for 0 seconds?
If got about 1sec i still don't mind luh.
But 0sec? Sighs.
Me 'nd chenhui asked hema 'nd layling to go 'nd tell them where to start le.
But they didn't.
Nothing to say here.
I was damnnnn pissed off by this.
75mins was wasted.
Killed the rest of the time by daydreaming.
Lyon talked to me 'nd i don't know why.
Him/roysius kept poking me with the straw. -.-
Complained like hell on the way to the bus stop.
Me 'nd chenhui concluded that we hate LL like hell 'nd that we wanted to avoid her for as long as we can/forever.
She was like the free rider in our group la.
Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabei.

Friday /}

Recognition day or whatever.
They gave away the prizes for the pingpong coaster thing.
Tmd. :l
Me 'nd chenhui screamed like hell when they said 1e5.
Some people from other classes told us to shut up.
They were ignored :D
After that was recess 'nd after recess was the use your hands campaign thingy.
Blah blah blah, lazy to talk about today la. ><'

The pictures michelle, chenhui 'nd i took during home econs /}


The overview of the kitchen.

What you can see outside the window.

Weilun's backview.

-.-

Gee, Michelle is so hardworking. -.-

See,

hear

'nd speak no evil. -.=

Star.

Leg.


This was not my idea kay.

Heart.

LOL.

Doesn't this look like a boob?

Me 'nd michelle.

Another overview of the kitchen.

Oh yeh, oh yeh, oh yeh.
I rock, i rock, i rock.
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD!
I'm getting mad because i didn't fail any of my subjects for my mid years.
Oh, yes. Oh, yes<3
Now to set higher targets which cannot be achieved. [:
Today was okay but not very fun la.
Lit was okay.
For Geo Ms Pang never come whcih made us damn pissed off.
But we got to do what we wanted.
Music, AHAHAHAHAHA<3.
During the last 30mins of geo,
we were told to stay back to get our geo results 'cause after today,
we cannot see those papers again.
Like, wth can.
During recess i ate nothing, as usual.
Saving $$$. :D
For home econs, the girls were seperated from the boys for no reason.
'Cher, you damn sexist la.
Talked about condoms for a while with michelle 'nd chenhui.
Don't know why, don't ask.
My table there got hell lots of ants.
Shouted for 'cher, never hear.
Shouted with chenhui for 'cher, never hear.
Shouted at the top of my voice for 'cher, then she heard.
But she didn't know who was the one who did it.
She seemed like she wanted to punish the person who shouted.
So i didn't admit that it was me luh.
Then she thought that it was Pekyee. LOL.
Please la, Pekyee's voice so man meh.
Caught 'cher's attention after a while.
Told her about the army of ants at my table 'nd she gave me that you think i care attitude.
She was like, 'Later i find something for you to do with the ants, okay?' -.=
Me, chenhui 'md michelle sat at michelle's table.
We listened to songs.
I rested on my bag also.
Once, i fell asleep but michelle woke me up.
Gee, thanks a lot babe.
After that cannot sleep liao. -.-
The three of us started taking pictures.
Lame ones. Real lame ones.
That so wasn't us.
Michelle wanted to do the see no evil thing but me 'nd chenhui said noooooooooooo. :D
I took one photo which was hell funny.
About weilun de la.
His expression was freaking funny luhs. ><'
Maths was quite okay.
Quite happy with the fact that i didn't fail 'nd i didn't just pass.
Weilun shouted like mad when he got his two papers.
Amateurrrrrrrrrr :D
He was bragging indirectly for the whole lesson la. Dots. -.-
CME was okay.
I managed to drag my sharing session for another week again.
YAYNESS<3 :D!
I told 'cher that i left my story at home, which i didn't.
I am so bad :D
Out of five, only one shared a story today. Wenhee. D:
The poem he chose was quite nice luh.
Yes, i said that. You didn't see wrongly.
The resst of the lesson was spent by people from different countries sharing about their different lifestyles in school.
We had michelle from thailand,
chongtian from china,
peter from myanmar 'nd kinkey from hongkong.
I wasn't really listening.
Was chatting with cherilyn, chenhui 'nd tonglin.
Then got once i said something wrongly.
'Cause they were talking about breastfeeding ma.
Then i accidentally said that my mother no milk.
Then they laugh like don't know what la. -.-
After school, Ms Pang made us stay back for about twenty mins.
Dots. Stupid luh, why she never come in the morning nia.
Almost failed my geo. Heng ah~
Michelle let me take two bites out of her chocolate.
I love you, baby! :D
One more thing today.
While waiting for the lift, there was this auntie standing in front of me.
Then she kept staring at me la.
It's not like those secretly peek one or whatever nia.
Is those very open de.
Walau, she stare at me also stare until the lift come la.
Make me so gao wei. Stupid auntie.
Never see bowen students before ah? -.-

Tomorrow got napfa. 2.4.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ]:
Confirm fail one.
Hope that i won't cry like p5/4 that time luh.
My heart was pain like hell at that time man.
I mean really pain luhs. Ah, baaad memories. ]:
Hope i won't die of exhaustion/boredom/heat tomorrow.
Stupid luh, after the run we must go back to school ourselves luh.
So tired liao, cannot provide bus for us meh? :l
Nothing much to say le.
Will post the pictures either later or tomorrow.
See if i have time first.
Aiya, most likely tomorrow la. ><'
GOODBYE, MY LOVERS :D

ILOVEHIM<3,

HELLO. HERE TO POST PICTURES :DD
Starting from the oldest ones.
ENJOY, BABY! :DD


:D

I rock man.

Free $1! :D


The amount of neoprints we took the other day<3




Some of the neoprints we took the other day.

What i did when the boys were away.

This is how Chenhui stores her neoprints. Nice idea eh? [:

Pekyee's OH, MY GOD hair 'nd Layling's backview.

Amira, Nicky, Dhabitah.

Rachel chiobu aka Weilun's one :D

Gina 'nd Sara.

What i stare at when i daydream.

First! Yay, my cousin rocks :X

Is love<3 :D

The Mother's Day cake.

The side decorations was this. Cute right?

My reflection's in the metal ball! :D

Sister's mouth.

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeze.

Cuteness :D

This kid is damn cute kay.

I threw the leftover caffaine thingy into the syrup. ><'

I was actually trying to take another picture of the kid. -.-


Is love! :X

Wrote this during science. Aiya, everything i write out always during science de la. xD



This is the result of slacking in science. But i have good results also kay!

Sister watching digimon.

Drinking milo.

Before watching the movie.

Dawn 'nd Jiaqi with Fion behind them.

During the movie.

Michelle.

Chenhui, me, michelle. The threesome! :D

Ms Lim 'nd Weilun's backview.

Kinkey 'nd Weilun.

Yijin's ball, Yijin, Michelle, Shaun.

Nicholas 'nd Michelle.

Michelle, Chungyang, Yijin's ball.

Nicky, Michelle, Gina, Amira, Rachel 'nd Dhabitah.

Michelle, Dawn 'nd Jiaqi.

Michelle, Yanbeng 'nd Fion.

Yijin, Shaun, Michelle, Yijin 'nd Nicholas. What is Yijin doing? ._.

Michelle 'nd Weilun. LOL. He looks damn toot with his new hairstyle man. :X

Rachel 'nd Michelle with Chongtian behind them.

Once again.

Yanbeng chiobu 'nd michelle sexy lady.

Boys - Kinkey, Shaun, Nicholas, Yijin 'nd Danyal
Girls - Nicky, Rachel, Dhabitah 'nd Amira.

Cherilyn, cindry 'nd tonglin.

Kinkey, Michelle 'nd Shaun.

Nicholas, Michelle 'nd Yijin. Act cool la! :X

Michelle's hand. Ouch.

Michelle 'nd Roysius the flirt. Beware! :D

Nicholas, Michelle 'nd Yijin.

OMG LA, W-W-WEILUN 'ND PEKYEE! -Faints.

Mr Azrael. LOL.

Chungyang dumping flour on Mr Azrael. xD

Michelle's home econs marks.

Mine! AHAHAHA<3


Eh, the forth 'nd third last pics were taken from Chungyang's friendster.
Hope he doesn't mind.
My class got a lot of chiobu right? :D
Hope you enjoyed the pics.
TOODLES<3