Today's assembly was so OMG man.
Belly dancing . -.-
Man, you should've seen it.
They were doing some major shaking there.
But after a while i sian liao.
'Cause they were doing the same moves over 'nd over again.
So i slept luh.
Sleep a while only then chenhui woke me up. -.=
But for good reason.
See neoprint! :DDDDDDD
Okay, whatever.
Went back to class for that simi interaction simi sai de la. :x
I forgot what happened liao, ty :D
Science was boring.
Yijin was trying to open some egg thingy. ._.
In the end, succeeded.
Well, sort of. Lan de :D
Recess was boring.
Weilun was spitting all over the place. -.-
For maths, Mrs Wee didn't come today. WAHAAAASXZ.
Then that 'cher Ms Ho or whatever was our relief 'cher.
Got work to do. :l
Shared textbook with Yijin 'cause he didn't bring.
Talked about audi too :x
He lied to weilun that he level 13 liao.
Then weilun so gullible go believe him.
Dumb *ahem.
Since he's my kor, i won't reveal the word :D
Then the three of us talktalktalk, after a while then weilun went off le.
That is, after i finished copying his work. :x
Lifelit was boring too.
Saw how that confidential card thingy looked like.
Nothing interesting there.
D&T was quite okay.
That Mr Tan aka the ah gua 'cher was our relief 'cher.
Deja vu? Dots.
Yijin said that his accent sounded like roysius', which was kinda true.
Creepy too. :x
Me 'nd chenhui said that he look a bit like weilun.
But i said that weilun's nose bigger 'nd his mouth also bigger. LOL!#@$!$!
After D&T, me 'nd chenhui chiong to hougang point to buy lunch.
I bought sushi 'nd bubbletea :D
Put it inside my bag then went for history le.
Stupid luh, rush for nothing can!
'Cher late for fifteen minutes. -.=
RAAAAAAAAHS, DARN PISSED! ><
Ate a bit during class.
Cannot tahan 'cause got maaaaaaaaajor cravings. x.x
Yijin was begging me 'nd chenhui for sushi throughout the whole lesson. LOL
Finished my food while waiting for choir to start.
Stupid chenhui 'nd tonglin kept drining my bubbletea.
WHAT THE HELL LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. -.-
I fa huo man.
Choir was boring.
Learnt more embarressing moves for our songs.
Boy, do they love making us embarressed.
Mrs Nair singing with us for one of the songs.
Forgot which song le.
Wanna hear her sing luh.
Her voice steady nia.
My role model? lols. :x
During break time damn suang nia.
Free entertainment!
Went to see the basketballers do their thing. :s
Sibei ho chio man! AHAHAHAHAHAHA. :xx
No offense, basketballers. x.x
Gonna get pressured for the next few days.
Well, sort of anyway.
Tomorrow got some chinese presentation thing on the history of singapore 'nd i haven't found anything to talk about yet. x.x
So maybe needa verbally explain? EEW.
'Cher gonna give us marks 'nd it's counted in our ca, i think.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, god dammit. T.T
Later must go interview my ah ma. LOL
Thursday got choir test.
But luckily not individual de.
If individual de i confirm die.
Got a bad feeling about this.
Hope i pass. ]:
Friday got maths test.
Cry for me man~
Nothing much to talk about le.
Gonna go watch anime.
OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB OBBBBBBBBSESSION! :D
Real nice anime, highly recommended!
Must go watch! :xx
Okay, enough crappings.
Sayonara, beloveds! :D

Yesterday went to white sandddddddddds.
Wah, damn cold man! ><
I didn't have dinner.
Just sat there 'nd daydreamed.
Looked for shuaiges but there was none.
What has this world become? T.T
Then i saw one cd shop there write what, '50%, 4 cds for $29.90'
Chiong in! :x
Saw so many animes.
But none of them interest me.
I wanted to bought meteor garden 2 but mum was like,
'Stop watching love stories la.' -.-
Nice okay! I will save money 'nd buy it one day! -evil laughs-
Dad went into this computer store.
When i went in that time that sensor thingy was set off 'nd i was like,
um, okay .. Maybe it's spoilt?
But when i went out that time also ring nia!
Other people no problem leh.
I am not a theifffffffffff ]:
Okay, whatever.
The arcade there was hell boring.
The neoprint shop was jawdropping.
Went home 'nd smsed kenny until one plus then he went to sleep le.
I was still watching tv. ><

Today my house downstairs got some malay wedding thingy.
Damn noisy la, walau.
Once got some people downstairs singing until like mcr liddat.
Major rock music man.
Now they singing some kuku song. :l
Cannot study!
Aiya, later go cousin's house then study la. x.x
Just now i found some interesting stuff.
Interesting. -.-
Gonna post some random pictures then go audi le.
Enjoy :D


























Me 'nd my sis look alike bo? ><


:D

:D

Jolene 'nd Joey~


Nicholas fave guy cousin! <3


Hello nick :D


Corrections for three questions. :l


Sushi! I love you! :D






















All playing com. -.-


Waha, i'm disturbing her :D


Found this just now! :xx


Formal shot.


Informal shot.


Meijin 'nd Xinyi <33


Eileen! <33 That cutie in the middle :D


Jolian 'nd Kris! <33 The two guys on the right :D






















Lao lu! :D






















Neo De Sheng act cutee! :D LOL!@#@!$


Weihow 'nd Chaowen :D


Jolian 'nd Kris again~ :D


Foursome + Mrs Chua :D


:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD



No more le.
Toodles, off to audi! :D

Another boring day~
Did film again during lifelit.
I passed my previous film test thingy.
Finally, a pass in film! :x
Today's film was damn weird.
Though kind of touching. ><
Had to get into groups 'nd discuss questions again.
For once, got group wor.
All thanks to chenhui, i guess.
Me, chenhui, fion 'nd yanbeng.
They talked 'nd i daydreamed :D
Played with the ball during recess again.
'nd it fell into that pond thingy again. LOL
Today not that fun 'cause i was carrying my history notes around.
Although at some times, quite funny.
Once, the ball almost bounced into the dustbin. xD
After recess was science.
So boring la.
Yijin hai me kana indirect scolding from 'cher. :l
Twice somemore wor!
First time, he took my bag.
Then i was like trying to get it back.
She stared at us 'nd asked what was wrong.
She gave me that 'you better not do it again' look. Ugh. zz.
Second time was when he was talking to me.
'Cher asked Wangjue to answer a question.
Then i forgot what happened then she say what, your friends not paying attention.
The one in front of you 'nd diagonally across you. ._.
So paiseh nia. z.z
I so don't want to talk about the tests man.
I'm gonna flunk history for sure 'nd i've got a bad feeling about the personal recount.
'Cause i didn't really know what i was writing 'nd i didn't think that i organised it very well.
I wanna cry luh. T.T
Tomorrow chinese some more wor!
Waaaah, death awaits. :/
I'm so gonna flunk the tests luh.
Oh well.
Can only blame myself for being stupid.
Don't know why suddenly feel so ..
Sigh, whatever.
Don't feel like going to school tomorrow nia.
But bobian, got test.
Anyway i also don't skip school de. :/
Feel so sick also la.
Shouldn't have walked under the rain just now.
No mood to post le.
Also got nothing to post about liao.
Bye.

Grandparents house phone spoil le!
Can die one wor! T.T
Anyway, here to crap about today.
Today was just like any other day - boring! [:
Nothing much happened today.
But recess was quite fun.
Me, chenhui, gina, jolene 'nd layling played with some bouncy ball thingy near the basketball court there.
Don't know what's that place called. ><
Some of us went up to throw the ball down 'nd the people downsatirs will catch.
After that, they'll throw it up to us again.
Got once damn funny la.
Gina throw too hard le then the ball flew all the way to the other side 'nd dropped to the first floor.
Guess where it landed.
That small pond or whatever thingy with fish in it! LOL!#@!@%!
Another time is vinesh throw the ball too hard le then it dropped in again.
You should've seen his reaction man.
It was damn funny. xD
D&T that time saw until want to die le.
Then i tio cut by don't know what thing.
Pure stupidity. x.x
Almost done with my base le.
Just need to do filing.
A lot of filing. :l
Nothing to talk about during chinese.
That australian maths thingy was harddd.
Don't understand what they asking man.
Then i tikam for about ten questions? ><
Gonna flunk, gonna flunk, gonna flunk flunk flunk~
Gah, tomorrow got history test 'nd personal recount.
Must ace personal recount! :x
Jiayou for the coming tests wor, people! :D
Want to go study le. ><
Not joking here. [:
Sayonaras :D

Nowadays feeling much better le.
Although i still get mood swings every now 'nd then.
Gah, i miss sher lover<3 ]:
Loverrrrrr, must sms me when you're free hor.
Don't always sms vance. :x
Oh ya, 'nd also many thanks to kenny for smsing with me these few days.
Best guyfriend, you rock! I love you! :D
I want to off com le.
I wanna go find food! :x
Later gonna sms best guyfriend again. xD
Goodbye, beloveds<3 :D

cherry blossomed kisses<3

Tomorrow maybe gonna go have my haircut le.
Anyone can pei me sms during that time ma?
Around noon.
If can, must sms wor.
Thanks. :D

Many thanks to those who care about me<3
I appreciate it a lot.
Wanna give you guys a bigggggggggggggg hug<3

No improvement or whatsoever for today's mood.
It's worse than yesterday.
Basically because the same thing that happened yesterday happened today.
Can we stop having group work already?
It's really just .. sigh.
I seriously want to transfer school.
But the problem is that i don't know which school to transfer to.
Should've worked harder for my psle 'nd gone to a girls' school instead.
Really regretted it.
Saw him online just now.
This time, i saw his personal message.
No hope le..
Really no hope le..
I was so foolish back then.
Why do people only learn how to appreciate or cherish things when they're gone?
Is it because we take it for granted?
If i did, i'm so sorry..
I regretted everything.
Everything wrong i've done.
If i could have one wish, just one wish.
I'd wish that i was never born into this world.
My parents, my friends, everybody who knows me,
they will all be happier without me.
I really wanna give up on him but i just can't.
Everytime i see his name, i feel as if i've gotten slashed.
Slashes one after another.
It hurts.
It really hurts a lot.
The pain, it just adds on day after day.
When will it ever stop?

I'm sorry if i insulted anyone or anything these few days.
It's just that..
Nowadays, i don't know why but i always feel so alone.
So hopeless, so useless.
I really don't want to go to school anymore.
I don't even know why i go there in the first place when i'm not gonna learn anything.
Even if i do, it won't be long 'til i forget about it.
After all, i am stupid.
Whatever grades i get will never satisfy my parents.
They already know that i'm not intelligent 'cause that's what they always say.
What more do they want from me?
Today's maths lesson made me see how much me 'nd chenhui mean to cherilyn 'nd tonglin.
Nothing. Purely nothing at all.
With or without us, it doesn't matter.
What they've done to us really hurts a lot.
I mean, this is not the first time.
Such a case had happened many times already.
They just hang out with us because they've got nobody else to hang out with.
Not because of any other reason.
Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore.
They can carrying on their lives without us 'cause we mean nothing to them.

Saw his msn nick just now.
I felt as if a knife just stabbed through my heart.
I'm a failure in love.
Boy, i wish you good luck with her.
All the best in everything..

I hate this world,
I hate bowen,
I hate 1e5,
But I hate myself the most..

Happy Friday the 13th! :D!

Wah, weiai damn sway nia.
Her birthday today. LOL
Today was just as i predicted.
BORING.
Damn dulan today.
Don't know why. zz.

Got back our australian mock paper thingy during maths.
51/120! LOL
I won chenhui! WOOTS. :P
Me, gina 'nd jolene got the same marks.
Scaily 'cher think that we copy each other. D:
& don't blame me for failing man.
We were given a shorter time due to all the mrs danapal leaving thing.
Art went totally wrong.
My brain was kinda dead at that time so i couldn't think of any designs.
Sian, next week need to chiong le.
Wish myself good luck! >:D
Science was hell boring.
Ms Chow went out in the middle of the class 'cause we were too tired.
She was like,
'Call me when you're ready.'
Don't xiang y please [:
Whatever luhs.
She want to go out then go out la.
Don't give us that sucky attitude of hers man.
Yijin screamed after 'cher left. -.-
Class damn noisy.
After a while, quiet again.
Suddenly Fion laughed so loud.
Michelle kind of indirectly scolded her.
Good job, michelle!
Fion damn weird la.
Class quite quiet already then she suddenly laugh so loud. -.=
When Ms Chow came in, nagnagnagggg.
Nobody was playing attention.
Almost all copying corrections. LOL
Damn funny la.
She nag halfway Chongtian was like,
'Teacher. Can show us the other half of the corrections?' LOL
HOM was freaking lame la.
Had to plan some skit thing with our composition groups.
Bloody hell, everytime also need to act out.
We called our group Spongebob Squarepants.
Chenhui came up with the idea one kay! LOL :x
Our skit also about spongebob.
Spongebob obsession! xD
They asked me to me Spongebob 'cause i could laugh like him. -.=
Chenhui was Patrick,
Michelle was Squidward,
Fion was Mr Krabs 'nd Yanbeng was either Plankton or Mrs Puff.
LOLOL, damn lame la.
It sucks being spongebob man.
Diu lian si le. T.T
After that, went to AMK hub with chenhui to have our lunch.
Saw so many pierce students there.
People kept staring at our uniforms.
Once, one uncle stared at my school's logo until like don't know what.
Bian tai la, wahlau. -.=

Monday got early dismissal nia.
At 12! WOOTS.
It's because of some achievement thingy?
AIYA, WHO CARES? LOL
Gina hosting some movie thingy on monday too.
They want to watch harry potter.
Not interested luh.
Even if i go there, i'll only go to the arcade. :xx
Hm, wonder if they want to go Kbox ma?
I think got high chance that they don't want ba.
Enough crappings. ><'
Tomorrow maybe gonna audi with weilun kor 'nd roxanne.
Hope that i can play luhs.
Really want to play with them nia.
Rare chance! xD
Sayonaras! :D

Man, do i hate thursdays.

Assembly, nothing to say.
Got one crow fly past the parade sqaure making it's kwak kwak sound.
Kwak kwak is i invented one okay. LOL
Then i said,
'Lyon has just landed.'
He wasn't in his class also ma.
Then me 'nd chenhui made up one song with the transformers song. Uh, ya.
Transformers, birdies in the sky. LOL!@#!%$!
Lifelit was boring.
Did some film thingy AGAIN.
Got back our previous one.
I failed patheticly man.
2/9. LOL
It rained during recess 'nd today's recess passed damn slowly.
Me 'nd chenhui kana caught by that Ms normala for eating outside the canteen.
No wonder is MS, not MRS. [:
Sian, so far i kana caught three times already.

1. Hairstyle
2. Using handphone when not supposed to
3. Eating outside the canteen

Cool man :D
Science was darn boring.
Did some experiment thingy that was quite cool.
Boonliang broke the evaporating dish.
The whole class went orh horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. -.-
Chinese was quite boring.
Mingfeng kept disiaoing me 'nd roxanne because of our names.
After class, weilun waited for me outside.
So touching seh! T.T
History was like so boring but surprisingly, i didn't feel tired.
Did the time capsule thingy.
Yijin sat in front of me 'nd chenhui then we kept disiaoing each other.
Funfun. Hah.
Weilun kept wanting to see my picture.
But i didn't let him see.
He tried to snatch it away from me but he failed.
HAHA, LAN LA. :PP
Got once damn diao la.

Yijin: Oi, don't bully zann la.
Chenhui: Ya luh, your mei leh.
Me: Ya luh, ya luh!
Yijin: No, you must liddat. ZANN! GIVE ME THE PHOTO AH!
-Everyone looks at him with the o.o face-

LOL, didn't quiet remember what yijin said.
I only know his expression damn funny.
In the end, i gave weilun the pic luh.
He starestarestare then asked me whether it was really me a not. -.-
He keep on giving it back to me then take again to see la. DOTS.
Am i that different from before?
Uh, whatever. x.x
After history, chiong out of classroom to meet tricia.
Went to hougang mall to have lunch.
Choir was darn lame.
We learnt the choreography for our national day song.
Forgot the title liao.
I think it's we will get there? Whateverrrrrrrr.
The moves darn lame luh.
So much for the 'we took out all the lame moves' thing.
We're so gonna get laughed at.
But who cares, choir is all about embarressing yourself right? :D

Tomorrow's gonna be a real sucky day man.
I know 'cause i can predict the future! >:DD
Lols. Zann's signing off.
LOVE YOU GUYS<333333!

*Edited :D,

Happy birthday, Yijin :D!
Sorry ah, didn't get you any presents. :x
Oh ya, 'nd i wish nicholas a happy birthday too.
Sorry for the delay!

ANYWAY,
today was a boring day indeed.
Aha, my guesses are never wrong, i tell you! -.-

Reading period passed damn slowly.
That Mrs You or whatever showed us two boys that were reading books that were unacceptable.
Got one book the title sibei ho chio nia.
Enid blyton de.
Simi simi magic bunny TEDDY bear tail/tale de la. LOL
She said what, gonna call their parents?
Wahkao, siao luhs!
Sucha small matetr want to call parents liao.
Disturb them only man.
While walking to class, Tricia was like,
'Eh, that's zann 'nd that's chenhui'
Then me 'nd chenhui were like, we're so famous man! -.-
I feel so honoured. Pfft.
Maths was boring.
Surprisingly, Yijin didn't pull my hair. D:
Good! :D
But today my hair also very messy.
I guess it's one of those bad hair days? :l
Yijin kept singing today. Dots.
Too happy le wor?
During the last thirty minutes,
some of those normal tech pupils kept walking outside our class.
They closed the windows.
Damn bo liao la.
Then kept laughing like prostitudes outside.
It's not that i look down on them la,
but they're freaking getting on my nerves man!
Especially that attitude problem girl.
Qian bian face. zz.
Nothing to say about recess except for the fact that it rained 'nd the basketballers tio slightly drenched. :P
D&T was after recess.
Didn't bring apron.
Yijin 'nd weilun kor also.
Then 'cher lend us.
But next time need to pay money liao.
Whatever! :D
Did some sawing wood thing.
'Cher asked me to take the tools again. -.-
Like me so much ah? Dots.
Then when we had to saw our own wood that time,
i sawsawsaw the wood also never cut or whatever. z.z
Then that relief 'cher or whatever was like,
'Eh, you cut wood like cutting bread nia' -giggles
After a while, that 'cher who always calls me to take stuff was like,
'Eh, girl, you like washing clothes liddat leh.'
Eh, bloody hell la! LOL
I feel so insulted man. :/
Before leaving, me, yijin 'nd weilun kor had to sweep the floor.
Haven't even five minutes they tell us to stop liao. -.-
I didn't sweep luh.
I was just sort of smacking the floor. :x
Chinese was damn boring.
Sibei tired can! T.T
Lit ah, nothing to say.
Did some journal writing.
I don't even know what i was writing about la.
I just wrote what came to my mind.
Sian, i want to cut my hair man.
It's so freaking kuku 'nd irritating can.

Don't know why i nowadays keep asking people for their first impression of me nia.
Maybe it's because i like to know the answer or something? lols.
But they all got quite different answers la.
Since i got nothing better to do, i'll post them here. zz.

Cherilyn: Paikia paikia de.
Chenhui & michelle: Pimple face! -hi-fives -.-
Weilun: Guai guai quiet quiet those type luh.
Jiaqi: Obedient guai guai type.
Dawn: Those type of very cool 'nd quiet type. If i'm not wrong -honoured :D
Pekyee: F-r-i-e-n-d-ly.

See see! Different right? lol.
I'm gonna ask more people man.
Be careful, you might be my next target. >:D
Gah, whatever.
Tomorrow got choir.
Yay! -.-
But Mr Foong not coming.
So nothing to say.
Toodlesxz :D

Girls pwn boys uh! :D For once.

BLOODY HELL LA!
AUDI UNDER MAINTANENCE! $!%#$%^$!@$
Stupid la, want maintanence also don't do it today right.
Until 10pm somemore seh! -screams
Okay, mustttttt chill. :/
Uh, ya.
Here to crap about my oh, so wonderful day + yesterday [: -pukes

Yesterday:

-Forgot what happened during assembly & lit ><
Chinese was quite fun.
Class was quiet for once.
Creepy.
PE that time don't know go where.
I asked chenhui during lit but she was like,
'Aiya, follow weilun la.'
In the end, weilun also ask me where to go for pe. -.-
Walk here, walk there.
Saw michelle 'nd chongtian.
So he followed chongtian 'nd i followed michelle.
Found Mr Loo 'nd he was like,
'Eh? where the class? I thought i told them to come here?' -.-
Then one whole group of people from our class came.
Scary man.
Did incline pull-up + chin-up for the fifteen 'nd above people.
Weets, i did 20!
A wor! WOOOOTSA. :DD
Recess was damn lame.
Once, got one group of boys were on the second floor looking at us.
Us meaning the e5 girls la.
Then they were like,
'Oi, chiobu, call -insert number here- for free sex!'
Then don't know say what crap.
Chenhui buey tahan liao.
Then go scold them, Oi, f you la, shut up la.
I tolerated. WOOOOOO. ._.
They replied don't know what.
Lame kias.
Qian bian ah guas. [:
History was hell boring.
Almost fell asleep.
Went to the hall for CME.
We had to do some happy toilet project thingy.
They are torturing the toilets man!
We were told that this project'll take a few weeks.
Which also means that i don't have to say my stupid story!
YESYESYESSSSSSSS! :x
I was thinking of painting the toilet black for a romantic atmosphere. LOL
But don't want la, i then don't want to paint the toilet. zz.
Went back that time the bus was damndamndamn crowded.
I stood at the door there.
The door closed 'nd one of my bag strap thingy got stuck there.
But i got it out la. Dots.
Moving on :D

Today:

ASSEMBLY WAS DAMN BORING LA. :l
After that we went for that sexuality course again.
They yell yell yell at us to keep quiet.
Watched the video only.
Found out that the couple had sex. -gasp -.-
Whatever, can't be bothered.
Ms Chow/Mrs Toh changed our groups during science.
I almost died from the suspense man.
My group not bad la.
At least science won't be so boring anymore but i won't be able to concentrate anymore too. :/
Dawn, Chongtian & Yijin's in my group. D:
Yijin leh!
He better not kajiao me man.
Maths was .. um .. no comment.
Yijin kept PULLING MY HAIR.
Idiot la, you're gonna get it from me one day man.
But he got his so called retribution le.
'Cher asked him to stand up 'cause he never wear glasses.
AHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Lit was BORING.
Mrs Choy is getting .. uh, what's that word?
Oh ya, easily fed up.
She's getting easily fed up nowadays luh.
She also keep staring at me 'nd chenhui.
Then we talk a bit, she'll sort of scold us indirectly.
Sigh, lit will never be the same again. -.=
'Cher never come duirng D&T.
Then one of the new 'chers was our relief 'cher.
Do finish work le can listen to music nia.
Song bo~

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Tomorrow's gonna be a hell boring day.
Aiya, with the new time table,
everyday's gonna be a real boring day if you ask me.
Keep thinking about choir the performance nia.
Wonder how it's gonna be like.
Hmm.
SAYONARAS :D

Yijin called me just now to complain.
Tricia, what did you say to him? ._.
Anyway, here to post some totally random pics 'nd some shots of the class photos since i can't scan or anything.
Enjoy :D



'Cher write so much but doesn't know that it un-understandable. Pity.


:D


The photo album huisian gave me.


Few years ago~


Sister & cousin! <3


Two years ago~ ><


The hat looks so kuku. LOL.


Hehehs :D Mum, me, grandmother!


Ahh, so cute! Self obsession :DD


When i was five + biantai auntie :D


Doh, Re, Mi. xD


Gave this pic to 'cher. Hehehs :D


My sibei cute but now sibei biantai de cousin + godmother [:


Nick, dad, shaun.


Sister! Cutecute{:


Me 'nd sis<3 :D


The formal shot.


The don't know what shot. ._.


Chenhui says that roysius looks like he's promoting the colgate toothpaste. LOL


HAHAHAAA, weilun kor looks so toot :D


Me 'nd chenhui aka shuaiges x2! :D


:O, more shuaiges. Cindry 'nd cherilyn :D


Lalala.


Yijin! LOLOL.


HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. :x


Danyal so cute! LOL


Michelle 'nd shaun the pahjiao people :D



Jess draw de. Nice hor?


Janice drew de. Also nice hor? :xx


Topless five! ICE CREAMMMMMMM<3


My p3/4 work. LAME CAN. lols ><



Will take more photos next time.
off to audi. -screams
Bye people! :D